I woke up this morning thinking about why yesterday felt so hard and lonely and realized that multiple days without infrastructure are really challenging for me. Also "deadlines" where there are no real consequences if I miss them, ie this newsletter. I think I crave down time and also feel like I'm not great at using it. If anyone has found tricks for those things I'd love to hear them.
I woke up this morning thinking about why yesterday felt so hard and lonely and realized that multiple days without infrastructure are really challenging for me. Also "deadlines" where there are no real consequences if I miss them, ie this newsletter. I think I crave down time and also feel like I'm not great at using it. If anyone has found tricks for those things I'd love to hear them.